Friday, August 19, 2011


Blogging is going to be fewer and farther between, but this isn't the end. Spencer is a special little guy who needs some extra love and attention right now. For only being 10 days old, he's been through the ringer. And so have we. I'd rather stare at his perfect peach head, smooch his cheeks-for-weeks, and just hang out with him and my husband than blather anyway. But this isn't the end. It's just time to press pause until some pain subsides and I learn how to handle the enormous outpouring of love I'm feeling from all directions. Maybe my chatter is confusing you but all you really need to know is that I love my son and choose him over anything and anyone in the world.


  1. I have been waiting for this update. The previous post sent me into panic mode and required me to take a xanax. I know, I'm a spazz, but being a mom I felt your pain. I'm so happy for you and thank God he's ok!! Enjoy your new love!! It's the best kind in the world:))

  2. He's not exactly OK. He has a really hard road ahead. We all do. Hopefully it'll bring our family closer together. But we'll just have to by day. He's the sweetest boy and I love him so much but my heart is simultaneously aching. I guess this is a test to see if I'm as tuff as I've always thought.